Silver lining, silver lining, silver lining, is this is my silver lining?

Word of mouth, every clouds gotta silver lining

I am shocked every cloud around me has lighting

It was all a mistake tryna find peace in space, I just might go insane….

Holup, gotta my shit checked, depersonalization

Weightless, feel myself begin, to let these bad thoughts back in I—weigh less then I did I back then, on a wait list for a better day, all the blues been clouded by gray

I think about it every night it kinda hurts (hurts)

I contemplated taking all that shit to church (but)

I lost faith and I can’t tell you no lie it’s the quite opposite of Ma$e and it hurts my eyes, the way the

Water dries up like Sahara desert, punished by the eye Ra forever, the tears leave a stream of salt in my river, I can’t breathe it in or adapt to that shit I—

Need a couple minutes to adress shit should I?

Would It benefit instead I had some shut eye?

I already popped in I already popped out done a few shows now (don’t a few shows now)

Gotta put a show on for the crowd

Gotta hold things out for awhile

Will this much doubt tarnish my route sabotage myself with my own crown?

I try and work with myself burst into tears hoping my fears don’t show cuz I’m grown now, but they grow like pothos and they don’t tell yo ass till you old that them old folks know how, to live a life much greater then ya own, taking advice from your elder’s not news

A different era same story it’s a cycle

Livin a life full lies till till I find my—

Silver lining, silver lining, silver lining, is this is my silver line-

I think about it every night and day

So every night when I lie awake, I hide away

To a world I call my own, still I waited by the phone hoping I could just atone my lone sin I prayed upon

They say it doesn’t hurt, but I’m sure it does

For moment as your body slowly loses sense and purpose

I preach for change yet I’m nostalgic and I’m scared to grow

There’s way too much to lose then to lose my self control

I often think if you still think about me, the way I think about you, what would I be without you? Where would we be without truth ?

Our futures so uncertain

It was just me and you

I hope you always keep a piece of me inside of you

It’s these times just like this when my minds in a twist I sit back and relax till my thoughts flood in

Guess I let myself go to a force that controlled

Wanna fly over the lining and feel the wind?

Will I go to waste, will I go to waste, will I?

Will we go to waste, will we go to waste, will

Will I go to waste? will I go to waste, will I?

Oh, oh, oh, oh,

It’s these times just like this when my minds in a twist I sit back and relax till my thoughts flood in

Guess I let myself go to a force that controlled

Wanna fly over the lining and feel the wind?