It's Not Alright

Well I've been trying Lord knows how hard I try I can't keep the thought of you from my mind And I've been dying Each and every night And nothing seems to make me feel right 'Cause I fight and I scream I don't know just what this means Down and straight in through the center, sailing wide Though I want this to be Just another crazy dream But I cannot take you along for the ride 'Cause I know it's not alright Well I've been whining Refusing your advice I played it off again and made nice But I was lying Obsessing once again And wondering when will this nightmare end So I fight and I scream I don't know just what this means Down and straight in through the center, sailing wide Though I want this to be Just another crazy dream But I cannot take you along for the ride 'Cause I know it's not alright 'Cause I fight and I scream I don't know just what this means Down and straight in through the center, sailing wide Though I want this to be Just another crazy dream But I cannot take you along for the ride No matter what you say this is the night Please won't you come and save me from this plight 'Cause I know I'm not alright