Fighting to Get Out

The sky is falling on my dream

Bringing chaos to my hell

I won’t get hysterical

No the past is dead and

I’m standing outside your door

I know paradise within

Why am I frightened?

Why am I frightened?

To go in

To go in

I’m screaming but no sound emits

Tears are streaming

But my face isn’t wet

Words are forming but I haven’t spoken yet

I try to know myself but I’m complex

You wouldn’t understand me

Who’d blame you?

Not me

So I sit gently rocking myself

Looking further than my eyes can see

Something stirs within me

And it’s fighting to get out

I sit gently rocking myself

Looking further than my eyes can see

Something stirs within me

And it’s fighting to get out

Is this love?

Is it

I try not to dwell on this

So I bash those thoughts away and

I stand here connected now

I’m flowing with my day and I’m

Sitting close to my fear

But I’m not breaking down

Tears fall like straight words

My tears fall like straight words

Escaping

I’m screaming but no sound emits

Tears are streaming

But my face isn’t wet

Words are forming but I haven’t spoken yet

I try to know myself but I’m complex

You wouldn’t understand me

Who’d blame you?

Not me

Oh so I sit gently rocking myself

Looking further than my eyes can see

Something stirs within me

And it’s fighting to get out

I sit gently rocking myself

Looking further than my eyes can see

Something stirs within me

And it’s fighting to get out

I sit gently rocking myself

Looking further than my eyes can see

Something stirs within me

And it’s fighting to get out

Is this love?

Is it love?

Won’t get hysterical

I won’t get hysterical

Is it?

The past is dead