Wishful Thinking

As I turn out all the lights, you're all I see Yeah, my mind keeps playing tricks on me 'Cause last night, we said our closing statement I held my breath, yeah, I couldn't breathe And you just sat there You just sat there You just sat there As these days go by, this silence, it's deafening I was hoping that you'd find your way back to me Instead, you'll chase love in all directions and distance yourself from many things That resembles how our heartbeats mix in synch I'll be another face that you love to hate And we break all of the things I break Still reeling from my gut aches from all the shakes Can we please, was it always a dream, or did you ever really care about me? Keeping your bed warm while you sort out everything Caught in a head storm, I can't feel a thing Left my mark on your world and your sheets I hope with every kiss you steal, you think of me I left my curse on your heart every time that it beats You'll be reminded that you're unable to feel the pain