It Will Never Be Enough

I'm drawing constellations of my confidence and fear My life is flying by but I get younger every year And now I know I'm chasing a shadow I eat and drink and spend and fuck and never get my fill And truth is hard to swallow like a jagged little pill But now I know I'm chasing a shadow I can run away but I can't let go I'm addicted now like a chemical I'm lighting the fuse and then praying I don't explode But I know It'll never be enough I devastate my senses but it never stops the pain The weight is on my spirit like I'm standing in the rain I can run away but I can't let go I'm addicted now like a chemical I'm racing and running and chasing A pot of gold But I know It'll never be enough I can run away but I can't let go I'm addicted now like a chemical I'm lighting the fuse and then praying I don't explode But I know It'll never be enough