Racing Time

I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go I said, I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go, yeah Yeah Long way from the Boosie Long way from a groupie Guess I'm stuck up in the middle, tryna get it poppin', ready for the loose leaf Hit Ross for the crew tee Me and bro was in the two-seat We was young and dumb, huntin' for the funds, really tryna make a movie Mickey D's was the Ruth's Chris Lil' change for a blunt wrap Put in 10 for the dub sac Girlfriends, we ain't want that Lil' nigga with a rap dream Freestyle over rap beats Take the whip without asking I was high, almost crashed it Looking back I was a bad kid I just had to make the mask fit Two parents in a good home I was living like a bastard I was scarred as a young boy Watching porn in the back seat Probably why I can't love now Pissed off when they ask me I was crushing on She was young, I was bad news Fell in love with her momma Her stepdad was a cool dude Used to take her to the movies The cheap dates with the good food Had her sliding off her panties I never smashed but I meant to Sweet relief, think that's what I need All these memories I'm fatigued, always in my head Practice what you preach I'm gon reach, only way to climb I'm not tryna peak Can you see, I'm just racing time Tell me what I need Sweet relief, think that's what I need All these memories I'm fatigued, always in my head Practice what you preach I'm gon reach, only way to climb I'm not tryna peak Can you see, I'm just racing time Tell me what I need That's what I need, baby That's what I need, baby What I need, baby For you to tell me what I need, baby I'm just tryna live, think I'm ready for some mo' Looking in my grandma eyes, that's the windows to the soul I just hope she know my name, and my words are being heard She just sleep a lot, I hope she get the rest that she deserve 'Member working in the yard, driving to the corner sto' She would slide me like a five anytime that I was broke Shorty took me down the block, showed me where they moved the dope She was saving all the fiends, who gon save 'em when she go Who gon fix me when I'm broke, lose my family every year Rest in peace to Uncle Tony, hate it happened how it did You yo daddy's only son, that's the part that made me cry I just know that Jesus love you, I'm gon see you when it's time Guess I'm fixing up myself, shorty tell me open up She just think I'm apathetic, she don't know that I need help I got post traumatic stress from women going through my phone I'ont blame you, I'm just telling you I'm better on my own Sweet relief, think that's what I need All these memories I'm fatigued, always in my head Practice what you preach I'm gon reach, only way to climb I'm not tryna peak Can you see, I'm just racing time Tell me what I need Sweet relief, think that's what I need All these memories I'm fatigued, always in my head Practice what you preach I'm gon reach, only way to climb I'm not tryna peak Can you see, I'm just racing time Tell me what I need That's what I need, baby (I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go) That's what I need, baby (I said, I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go) What I need, baby (I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go) For you to tell me what I need, baby (I said, I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go) I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go I said, I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go I said, I'm just tryna live, watch me get it as I go