I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is, this stress hurts
Thin's are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always tryin' my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killin' my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind, too much
Goin' on at the same time, I
Wish it would stop, and I've tried, but
Life just sucks, then we all die
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough, or maybe I've had just too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow, I'm drownin' up my sorrow
There's rules I'll never follow, pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Wish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feelin' so empty
I wish that shit wasn't so temptin'
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
Of things, I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go, but I'm feelin' so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hopin' no one disrupts
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be
I wonder if I'm good enough, or maybe I've had just too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow, I'm drownin' up my sorrow
There's rules I'll never follow, pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
My body's shakin', my head is achin'
It feels like my heart is breakin'
My body's shakin', my head is achin'
I can't fix this mess I'm makin'
But I'm empty inside, yeah, I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
Yeah, I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die
