Thrown Away/Tight Rope

I am a mess

I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself

I kill the rhyme again

I'm comin' sick and on time again

Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within

It's chemical, unbalanced on the triple beam, what?

Fuck what you heard, it's about what I seen

I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin'

Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened

The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer

This rugged style steals your brain

And my heart is bleeding and this pain, it will not pass

It's not receding and my body's going numb

A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high

He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by

Thrown away

I want to be

Thrown away

He's born sick, nothin in his hands but his dick

He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit

For the life he was leading, led him down the wrong path

Where guns blast, don't give a shit about the God's wrath

Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor

Tell 'em what's real, to tell 'em what's proper

Situation unclear, I pray

And I know it gets worse every day

My heart is bleeding and this pain, it will not pass

It's not receding and my body's going numb

A bad trip child, rolling stoned keeping high

He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by away

Thrown away

I want to be

Thrown away

I am a mess

I've made a huge mess

I can't control myself

I'm losing it

I've lost it

I've spilled all my marbles

'Cause I see you inside of me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

'Cause I see you inside of me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

A hyper spaz and that is me

Sometimes I want to be thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

Thrown away

(Voices in my head)

(Voices in my head) Don't tell me

To do it 'cause I will (Voices in my head)

Now

(Voices in my head) Don't tell me

To do it 'cause I will (Voices in my head)

Now

(Voices in my head)

They are screaming

They are screaming

They are screaming

My words are weapons

In which I murder you with

Please don't be scared

Please do not turn your head

We are the future, the 21st century dyslexic

Glue-sniffing cyber sluts

With homicidal minds and handguns

We are insane

Nothing will change

We are insane

Nothing will change

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil, and

I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable

My life is a circus and I am trippin' down that tightrope, well

There is nothing to save me now so I will not look down

And again

And again

And again

And it happens again

And again

And again

There's no beginning

There is no end

There is only change

Progression backwards

Is this where we are heading?

Take back your soul

Forget your emptiness

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil, and

I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable

My life is a circus and I am trippin' down that tightrope, well

There is nothing to save me now, I'm fallin' to the ground

Fallin' to the ground

Down to the ground

I speak of madness, my heart and soul

I cry for people who ain't got control

Let's take our sanity, let's take compassion

And be responsible for every action

Hell no, no how, no way, no way, no way, no how

No way, no how

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil, and

I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable

My life is a circus and I am trippin' down that tightrope, well

There is nothing to save me now so I will not look down

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil, and

I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable

My life is a circus and I am trippin' down that tightrope, well

There is nothing to save me now, I'm fallin' to the ground

Down to the ground

All the way down

Hidden in the dirt