Somber

You think you've really found and easier way An addiction an escape Failing to take control I've found the upper hand A cheat code to flee from pressures of existing Craving, indulging, creating a feeling A moment a rise To escape the feeling of life You're told to hide in your skin so alone Like an armor so empty and cold to the touch now Frozen in rust A soul with no trust You take from me take from me Plunder my sanity Pray you recede from me Return integrity Instead you've gifted me A feeling so somber So I'll break Every bone inside til I'm awake Finding a like minded heart to relate To these ill comforts I try to escape Instead it left me so somber It left me so somber It left me so somber It left me so somber The mind still continues to toy and to play me Persuading the body to hunger what elevates Torture me, don't concede Erasing false feelings, false dreaming Don't let false hope Become a prison your eternal home When it's as simple as burning your fear into ashes Find what gives passion Face it with action So I'll break Every bone inside til I'm awake Finding a like minded heart to relate To these ill comforts I try to escape Instead it left me so somber It left me so somber It left me so somber It left me so somber I have surrendered myself to a sin Threading its strings in my skin A manifestation A man made sensation (Crawling) Crawling out of the malnourished bones No longer tied to a stone Rise to the surface conquer and breathe again So you take from me take from me Plunder my sanity Pray you recede from me Return integrity Instead you've gifted me A feeling so somber So I'll break Every bone inside til I'm awake Finding a like minded heart to relate To these ill comforts I try to escape Instead it left me so somber It left me so somber It left me so somber It left me so somber I'd rather struggle and fight for a dream that's so far Than give to temptation cause life's to hard