Wish You Pain

I hope your doubts come like monsters and terrorize your dreams I hope you feel the lonely hopelessness 'Cause no one else believes I hope you question whether you Ever really had a chance at all I hope your fear is thick like poison that gets into your blood I hope you push until you cannot breathe And it's still not enough I hope you put your life out on the line And everybody watches while you fall 'Cause I love you more than you could know And your heart, it grows every time it breaks I know that it might sound strange But I wish you pain Wish you pain It's hard to say But I wish you pain I hope people break their promises and leave you in the cold I hope they beat your heart to pieces Worse than you've ever known I hope you finally arrive Only to find you're nowhere close I hope you cry and tears come streaming down your face I hope this life traps you in more than you thought you could ever take I hope the help you want never comes And you do it on your own 'Cause I love you more than you could know And your heart, it grows every time it breaks I know that it might sound strange But I wish you pain Wish you pain It's hard to say But I wish you pain I love you more than you could even know Been here before and I just wanna see you grow Want you to grow 'Cause everything that matters most That's where it goes by a different name I know that it might sound strange But I wish you pain I wish you pain It's hard to say Wish you pain I love you more than you could even know I've been here before and I just wanna see you grow Want you to grow