At first
Once things had settled in
It felt good
Cause I didn't feel anything
And just like
A puppet on strings
I'd lost touch
Lost feeling
I'm so tired, of fighting myself
Of putting up walls, just to let them fall down
And I wanna be, happy again
And I'm gonna be, happy again
I know
I know
And they did what
They were meant to
But it's left me
Feeling
Empty
And I miss emotions even when they hurt, cause you
Never feel better
Without feeling
Worse first
I'm so tired, of fighting myself
Of putting up walls, just to let them fall down
And I wanna be, happy again
And I'm gonna be, happy again
I know, when I
Gotta get it out of my system
But while I do, things might feel a little, different
I'm so tired of not feeling like myself
I'd almost forgotten, how some feelings felt
And I wanna be, happy again
And I'm gonna be, happy again I know
When I
I take back control
