Your Mother

Wake up in the arms of a west coast lover You're back east blaming your issues on your mother It's hard to feel free, for me it's hard to believe That we were nothing, coulda sworn that we were something I pretend I don't really care, you know I'm bluffing Cause honestly, it's taken some time to be ok You reach out, small talk, tell me I'm pretty Ask me how I'm doing, hey, hows the new city And either you don't care, or maybe you're just unaware That you hurt me real good, you did some damage But that's just you, yeah yeah, I know you're tragic Maybe we should have a sit down, I think it's time you figure your shit out Cause I've been in over my head and out of my mind Hoping for a little bit of sleep to get me by Yeah I've been in over my head protecting what's mine Messed up on emotions I can't seem to get right Messed up from feelings I can't seem to fight Now I wake up to the sound of a new song Ringing in my ears, of course, it's a blues song When did things go bad? When did it get like that? You go back on your words and all your promises I need a new drug, I'm getting off you, call up the pharmacist My friends try to talk me down They try and help me figure it out Cause I've been in over my head and out of my mind Hoping for a little bit of sleep to get me by Yeah I've been in over my head protecting what's mine Messed up on emotions I can't seem to get right Messed up from feelings I can't seem to fight And I'm not sure why or how I adored ya Maybe it's lonely in California And somehow you made me feel home But that beach day haunts me Oh yeah it cost me Guess there's a price just to want you to want me Tell me how much do I owe, tell me how much do I... When one plus one is two but not for you cause You solve problems how you want and man it's useless To try and teach you the way, we're never gonna be ok Cause with you I'm swimming upstream against a current But you're pulling me in, god damn I wish you weren't Three thousand miles away, still somehow messing up my day Cause I've been in over my head and out of my mind Hoping for a little bit of sleep to get me by Yeah I've been in over my head protecting my pride Messed up on emotions I can't seem to get right Messed up from feelings I can't seem to fight