Black & Blue

Oh I been blue, losin' my head under water Outta breath, hidden bruises in my brain whoo woah And all I want is the respect that I can't take, a compliment It seems so stupid but I can't help it When these voices take their effect Oh when I make myself, myself believe it It's like I, I almost need it Fallin' with all of my demons yeah Until I'm black and blue Blue I don't know what to do, never seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue Blue And maybe I'm afraid, I can't seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue I got these dreams, I got this vision My mind won't give me that permission Whenever good things, they come knockin' All I want is to let them in I try make myself, myself believe it God knows how, how bad I need it 'Round and 'round I tear myself apart Keep on goin' until I'm black and blue Blue I don't know why I do Never seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue Blue And maybe I'm afraid, I can't seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue Until I'm black and blue Blue Until I'm black and blue Blue I don't know why I do Never seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue Blue And maybe I'm afraid, I can't seem to let it go Until I'm black and blue