Not in Control

Trying to let go of the past I'm trying to move on How long since I called you? I'm looking for ways to distract Myself to let go How do I ignore you? Those songs you used to sing to make me laugh Now they tear me up Your clothes are in my closet and I swear I don't know how to do it Loving you is easy it's the rest that is tough It left my heart in pieces like a broken jar I'm missing you like crazy I'm not in control I can't seem to forget you I'm not in control My mind can't forget it You put my heart on hold I'm lost in the feeling Trying to let go and forget With you on my mind Got lost in the heartache I thought I'd feel whole again So I let it go Without any fall back Those songs you used to sing to make me laugh Now they tear me up Your clothes are in my closet and I swear I don't know how to do it Loving you is easy it's the rest that is tough It left my heart in pieces like a broken jar I'm missing you like crazy I'm not in control I can't seem to forget you I'm not in control My mind can't forget it You put my heart on hold I'm lost in the feeling Loving you is easy it's the rest that is tough It left my heart in pieces like a broken jar I'm missing you like crazy I'm not in control I can't seem to forget you