Despise Me

I want your eyes On a silver plate And your lungs Don't hesitate to breathe I will absorb you Watch the bugs as they swarm you I only adore you I will absorb you Despise me Despise me Despise me Despise me Just a tip from the dead sequoia tree I'm sorry I think so violently Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime The Earth rotates and your love runs past me You threw my heart away, I'll pick it up if you ask me Now I'm falling, falling But I'm never calling Even though I want to You were my home to run to But this home is broken God, wish I could focus Memories we share now Embers burned above us in the air Turned to a mockery, what do you want from me? Body on top of me, can you get off of me? Hate your reflection like I hate myself And I hate my reflection, I wish I was somebody else You look at me like I'm something you need I think that you're into making me bleed I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me Feel the pain while you torturing, gouge out my dreams I don't get intimate, vibe getting sinister I run away like a cold-hearted criminal All these subliminal go to my conscience I'm falling deeper, is this what you wanted? (Yes) Is this what you wanted? Memories haunt me That's why I'm cautious, I let my guard down You took advantage Evil inside you, I don't understand it Despise me Despise me Despise me Despise me Just a tip from the dead sequoia tree I'm sorry I think so violently Despise me