O.D.A. (Overthinking, Depression, Anxiety)

Over-analytical Mind is going cynical This anxiety Turning to depressing fatality Staring at the window pane Overthinking all the pain Like the silly little rain, "Don't come back another day" It feels like I'm drowning I can't even breathe I tried to be unaware of it I kinda need someone To get me out of it To get me out of it Too many "what ifs" Too many lies Aren't you getting tired My fragile little mind Tell me how you manage to wear a smile Masking all the pain I feel deep inside How can you live When inside you're dying Carry me in 'Cause I know I don't need pity I don't know when these things will end For me Debby came along to stay Annie talked to me through the day Sadie told me what to do But they didn't really help me get through I don't know where to run Am I just missing all the fun? Wherever I go, it just comes out Thoughts that never make a sound It feels like I'm drowning I can't even breathe I tried to be unaware of it I kinda need someone To get me out of it To get me out of it Too many "what ifs" Too many lies Aren't you getting tired My fragile little mind Tell me how you manage to wear a smile Masking all the pain I feel deep inside How can you live When inside you're dying Carry me in 'Cause I know I don't need pity I don't know when these things will end For me 'Cause I know there's a light after all the pain The sun will shine at the end of every rain Sometimes I think, then I write I let it all out Just to get away with it Too many "what ifs" Too many lies Aren't you getting tired My fragile little mind Tell me how you manage to wear a smile Masking all the pain I feel deep inside How can you live When inside you're dying Carry me in 'Cause I know I don't need pity I don't know when these things will end For me For me