It's not supposed to happen just like that
The first time, it's a first love that I never got to have
Rejection, more angry than he was sad
You don't bend, but never are too kind
I'd spoken to him too many times
Emotion, wasted and I cry
Never vulnerable and never stressed
What a wasted love, I needed that
Now I find somebody to undress
Never vulnerable and never stressed
What a wasted love, I'm still obsessed
Gotta find somebody to undress
Find something out, a different sound
The waste of life, that I just haven't found
I wish there had been someone else around
He talks to me, he talks to me
I swear there's nobody else who sees what I see
The type of thing that you would start to need
Baby
Never vulnerable and never stressed
What a wasted love, I needed that
Now I find somebody to undress
Never vulnerable and never stressed
What a wasted love, I'm still obsessed
Gotta find somebody to undress
And I'll be fine
Just gonna waste my time
And I know I asked for one more week
And I'll be fine
He's gonna kill my time next, I know
He thinks that I'm so weak
