Post Panic!

I'm spinning I'm spinning If you feel me, then you feel me If you don't, you don't Post panic Shit hurts Screaming, yelling, punching myself, I'm in a panic Zero to a hundred, my hell is like a magnet Pull me and retract, this battle re up in my back Outta juice, now I'm speaking openly like Bruce Acting like I couldn't see my truce Walking home, tie an imaginary noose to hang from it But if Poppa ever knew, ashamed I was Proud to pursue, deranged My family made it, nothing but recluses, clueless Take a clue, it's Navy Blue, I'm still bruising Can't choose all the feelings felt in unison I'm seeing through newer lenses, need the blue with tint True blues, soft hues from the upper realm Gather the stars, catch 'em, let 'em go, I never fell victim, tricked 'em Lead em to the hilltop and ditched 'em Miss me with the bullshit, no sorrow kisses, deathwishes The heaviest, my heart and my head is The sermon of a best friend Guard down what I let in, let it fester, Electro Best know, same silky made of Polyester Pop shots, now the west end Up front, Vardi in the middle of the city like Lester When it all boils down I'm just a vector Gotta let go 'cause I said so, uh What I keep close doesn't mean I need you Steep slopes, count it out, no other me voting Need folks down and out the light, I need holding Gotta let go 'cause I said so, yeah What I keep close doesn't mean I need you Steep slopes, count it out, no other me voting Need folks down and out the light, I need holding Hold it