Nothing 2 Lose

Dear Lord, I ask for the strength to change what I can change And the strength to accept the things that must remain Have you ever seen them curtains closing on you. Have you ever seen that light inside the tunnel And have you ever watched the nightmares rewinding And when your heart stops, the clock keeps on ticking When you gon' put your mask away All this shit like a masquerade Them young boys say fuck your accolades Bulletholes all through your resumé I don't understand why it be this way I don't wanna live just to pass away They said that bullshit here to stay Then fuck this place if that's the case Never gave a fuck about the baddest bitch Never gave a fuck about the fastest whip And do I really care about a money bag If that shit can't bring the family back Too much hate in my habitat You don't even know who you blasting at If he gon' shoot then you gon' pop We all got goons so it never stop See the faces all around me getting colder than my blood Keep your circle down pat 'cause they might stab you in your front Now my heart is going broke and I done gave up all my trust I got nothing left to lose and I done ran up all my luck So Tell the devil come and get me 'cause I'm dying anyway Tell me Lord would you forgive me if I shoot him in his face I would never let you down I put that on my future grave Yeah I'm closing out this chapter, right my wrongs and turn the page You could live how you wanna but you always gonna pay Keep my chin above the water and I pray it do not rain And this game you never winning if you try and play it safe Only way you'll change my mind is maybe bullets to my brain Yeah they took your big homie, put two shots in to his lungs So you go and load that chopper, load them pussies up with slugs Even if them cowards rotting in a jail you light em up Break into that prison cell and make sure that the job is done Can you feel the pain in my body See the flame in my eyes Hit 'em up like bye-bye Tell the devil I said hi But that ain't what God want And that ain't what I want I could never take your life Just for me to go waste mine That ain't what my homie want 'Cause either way my homie gone I could make that chopper spark But I can't turn back the clock It's gon' take more than church for me to let it go I hope that God got the shit that I can't control I know that hope is the answer but that hope is broke Because that hope never seem to make your pockets grow And i said God could you let me be your second favorite son Hey I told my momma hold on, say a prayer for me once Tell the devil come and get me 'cause I'm dying anyway Tell me Lord would you forgive me if I shoot him in his face I would never let you down I put that on my future grave Yeah I'm closing out this chapter, right my wrongs and turn the page You can live how you wanna but you always gonna pay Keep my chin above the water and I pray it do not rain And this game you never winning if you try and play it safe Only way you'll change my mind is maybe bullets to my brain Have you ever seen your reflection leave you And your shadow leave on the darkest evening Have you seen your own family doubt you Have you ever heard them demons talk about you Have you ever seen them curtains closing on you Have you ever seen the light inside the tunnel And Have you ever watched the nightmares rewinding And when your heart stop, the clock keep on ticking...