love, or the lack thereof

I close myself off in hopes of your love Not my fault that I crave your attention I want your tough love and all the bad stuff Not the best, yeah, I know But I check my phone and shut it off If you're alone, come shut me up (Thought you were mine, love) I'll dream about your fingers on me You'll tell me that I'm wrong (thought you were mine, love), oh I'll tell myself you'll always want me You say I think too much, but I thought you were mine, love All of my friends say you're no good for me I don't care, I'm aware that I'm wrong 'Cause I love attention, toxic retention I don't care that I'm wrong 'Cause I check my phone And shut it off (shut it off, shut it off, hey, hey, hey) If you're alone, come shut me up (shut me up, shut me up) (Thought you were mine, love) I'll dream about your fingers on me You'll tell me that I'm wrong (thought you were mine, love), oh I'll tell myself you'll always want me You say I think too much, but I thought you were mine, love If I'm all yours, then take me back If I'm all yours, then take me back Take me back, take me back I want it to be so badly, I wanted to be so badly What you see in me, what you see in me (oh) I want it to be so badly, I wanted to be so badly What you see in me (thought you were mine, love) I'll dream about your fingers on me You'll tell me that I'm wrong (thought you were mine, love), oh I'll tell myself you'll always want me You say I think too much, but I thought you were mine, love If I'm all yours (I want it to be so badly, I wanted to be so badly) Then take me back (what you see in me, what you see in me) If I'm all yours (I want it to be so badly, I wanted to be so badly) Then take me back (what you see in me) Take me back, take me back