A Place to Call Hell

I'm losing grip on my sanity

My subconscious is tormenting me

For reasons I can't even seem

To understand

I wear it everyday

Like a boulder on my shoulders

I can feel its weight, it's crushing pressure

Get me out of this broken shell

Get me out of this mental cell

Everyday is repeating itself

I have created a place to call Hell

A place I can't even rest my head

I wish I could be someone else instead

Inflicting nothing but misery

It's taken everything, everything from me

There's no escape

There's nowhere to run

First thing in the morning

I hear it calling my name

I can feel myself collapsing

The pressure is overwhelming

Knock, knock, who's there motherfucker?

Me again, 5 a.m. motherfucker

Fuck, why can't you stay out of my head?

No, I'm never leaving you, my old friend

Let's kiss the Devil's hand

A place I can't even rest my head

I wish I could be someone else instead

Inflicting nothing but misery

It's taken everything, everything from me