Grand Ideas

Lately I've been trying to help myself out Switching my brain on and off again Get some time away from me I want to shed my skin Leave an empty shell behind Start a new life somewhere other than here Got all these grand ideas But everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Lately I've been trying to sort myself out Creating some space trying to rearrange All of these thoughts bigger than me There's a living room inside my head Even fictiously it's a fucking mess You're by the window, letting me know I'm always with you my dear Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold I'm trying to let go I'm drowning in myself I'm finding it a little hard To do all the things while I'm here Got all these grand ideas Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold Everything I do feels out of my control Everything I have is too heavy to hold I'm trying to let go