I LIE HERE BURIED WITH MY RINGS and MY DRESSES (feat. Ada Rook)

Empty, alone, waiting Everything that didn't kill me Set me adrift between Run away, no destination Greyhound station, release me abomination Not again My demons have populations Empty, alone, waiting Everything that didn't kill me Set me adrift between Run away, no destination Greyhound station, release me abomination Not again My demons have populations My only reason for being locked in submission Or caught off religion Is born as part of the system, I see the The holy scriptures Politics on the women The prodigies and ambition Their fallacies are forgiven, I see Lost in addiction Exiled from my sisters There's colonies and division Robbing me of my diction I feel love and betrayal The prophecies will be livid 'Cause harmony is replaced with idiocity of these bitches I'll probably never visit these Farer reaches with kinship Part of me starts to miss 'em So pardon me in these lyrics The artistry that I'm giving Ghosted up in the matrix Almost like our ancients weren't posted up in the slave ships Maybe visit Rwanda or Botswana instead 'Cause motherfuckers just really don't want me until it's dead And these racist bitches up north Like God don't love me okay I walk around in these bitches And in my mind I will say Empty, alone, waiting Everything that didn't kill me Set me adrift between Run away, no destination Greyhound station, release me abomination Not again My demons have populations Empty, alone, waiting Everything that didn't kill me (waiting for something new) Set me adrift between Run away, no destination (but it just follows you) Greyhound station Release me abomination (release me) Not again My demons have populations (will I make it through?) I've seen the pain Many tears in their eyes My sisters are dying No chance, giving up trying I see the, the Lord has witnessed The many swords in my ribcage Just when I needed him most I get left ignored, it's ridiculous I see no thing as justice The world is run by the wicked Get a gun and you finish it, everyone will be livid I'll see their smiles, let 'em run through the grinning I'm thinking like, "Shit, only been gone for a couple of minutes" Should I point and blast it at an open casket With the roses as fresh as the sky Will the mourning laughing And the crocodile tears Expose all my willing to die? Will my folks and family know and understand me Got no hope of just being alive? If you close the bracket on some older math shit All the polls got me screaming inside And if the devil calls me, it will be end of story I'll be bled for glory in this purgatory And my menopause will be set before me And my legs are broken and the sweat convulsing On the bed, I'm moping with a head of horns And the red in clothing in the den of swords With the stake impaled, as Satan sells me On the perfect hell and he says it well Empty, alone, waiting Everything that didn't kill me Set me adrift between Run away, no destination Greyhound station, release me abomination Not again My demons have populations Hungry devouring streets Everything that I can't run away from Houses are rotting teeth A concrete tongue beneath my feet Reminders of that place Digest the person I've made No escape from this mundane damnation Empty, alone, waiting Everything that didn't kill me Set me adrift between Run away, no destination (it just follows you) Greyhound station, release me abomination (forever) Not again My demons have populations Empty, alone, waiting (motherfucker) Everything that didn't kill me Set me adrift between Run away, no destination Greyhound station, release me abomination Not again My demons have populations (get me out of here)