Letters To A Dead Friend

Some nights I lay awake and think of ones who'd passed away What they'd be like and how they'd act if they were here today I get choked up thinkin' of things we used to say and do We probably fucked each other's lives but now we're makin' do It's so sad, it's so sad, the way they look at me Like I've got, like I've got, answers to anything You know me, you know me, I've got a lot to say But it's in vain, it's insane and you won't feel the same (Are you listening to me? I hope you can feel You're in my dreams, they're feeling so real) Are you listening to me? I hope you found peace 'Cause I'd give anything to trade in your place You suffered alone, it's like the distance had grown I was so wrapped up in me, felt like you just let me go I had no conscience with you, I'd take a life just to prove Your trust is safe in my hands, and we got nothing to lose I got some closure before, but now I'm scratching the scars If you can hear this, I hate the way you ripped us apart But I failed you, I know You were frail too, so low I could fight it enough At least I had ones to love Get right with it man, get right Get right with it man, get right Get right with it man, get right Get right with it man, get right (I see the room is spinning now I choke on my own hypocrisy) I was never clean I wear a face that belongs on another mans body Every day I'm alive I feel replaced, rearranged, and the visions always haunt me I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna face the things that I've done wrong I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna face the things that I've done wrong Done wrong, or did right It should be me in the ground a thousand fucking times And my voice, how I'm heard When you were triple the man and now you fill the dirt Take me, take me now Take me from this place