Healing

God! Well here I stand alone Still see your face - it can't tell me nothing My life still out of whack Dismantled problems For every daunting problem, there is a lesson to be learned I tried to escape - run away from this A burden to millions, aiming for the lost The pain is too deep - no chance to get away Get away - from this place So here we are again But the void is bearing something My only chance to get out: A sacrifice to set me free But this time I won't faint anymore I turn away and save my fading soul Save my soul - on my own Every time you giving blessings away It seems straight, but leaving some behind Everything you're preaching does not stand the evidence Now I'm healing on my own First step, it gets harder to breath This time, I got what I need My throat is closing it gets harder to breath My throat is closing it's hard to breath The curtain's falling Achieving perfection - my mind feels the ease The void bears nothing, no distraction, no complication My restless mind - now resting in peace Every time you giving blessings away (This life, a mess, I'm damned?) It seems straight, but leaving some behind Everything you're preaching (Your rules) Does not stand (oppress - you're damned!) The evidence - now I'm healing on my own It's going down like this now I will die for my sins - no one to judge me Proud like a god - no one can touch me Keep your empty phrase I'm fighting for a better place The curtain is falling, there's silence in the air I'll die for my own sins, fighting for a better place Right here