How Many Times (Studio Live)

Been waiting by the phone to ring everyday

But you don't really ever seem to call

I managed to push you away, away from me

Now I'm by myself, by myself here all alone

How many times, did I try but can't move on

I fought a million times, but I still keep holdin' on

My heart is crumblin' deep down inside

But I still can't seem to let you go, oh…

Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind

The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind

I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast

Moving too fast, yeah...

All the times you needed me I pushed you away

Was scared that you might pick up and just lead me astray

I need you, need you, back in my life

I'll do it different this time with you

No, I just can't live without you

How many times did I try but can't move on

You fought a million times, til you couldn't stand no more

I built a wall round' my heart deep inside

Never let nobody ever come close

Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind

The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind

I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast

Moving too fast, yeah...

All the times you needed me I pushed you away

Was scared that you might pick up and just lead me astray

I need you, need you, back in my life

I'll do it different this time with you, oh

No, I just can't live without you

I'm sorry that I couldn't, give you all of me

This broken heart, that hasn't healed entirely, oh, no

Now I'll have, to live, life knowing, I let you slip away

Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind

The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind

I feel like half of my heart is missing inside, sometimes I just wanna die

If you give me one more chance, I will make a change

I will do my best to love you all of my days

I need you, need you, back in my life

I'll do it different this time with you, oh

No, I just can't live without you