Better (feat. Transit22)

Summers end, by the camp-fire All my friends, in our empire, yeah Wasted time never feels wasted When I'm wasted, lately I I've been questioning what I What I'm doing here I'm burdened by the weight of who we were And it hurts to leave Please, don't make me feel guilty, I know I'm guilty Please, I'm so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city We had the time of our lives, but now that's history And I hope you miss me I can't keep coming out Getting fucked up on whatever You know I gotta grow up I just wanna stay young forever I got big dreams inside my head My diamonds' made under pressure And I'm here wondering if I'll ever get my shit together Oh, 'cause I'm not ready to be better All I want is to be better (I'm not ready to be better) All my friends being distant Just cements my decision I can see that I was made for something different Growing pains, I'm changing And it's strange, I'm not complainin' But do I always have to learn the hard way? I can't keep coming out Getting fucked up on whatever You know I gotta grow up I just wanna stay young forever I got big dreams inside my head My diamonds made under pressure And I'm here wondering if I'll ever get my shit together Oh, 'cause I'm not ready to be better All I want is to be better (i'm not ready to be better) I'm just wondering if I'll ever get my shit together I'm not ready to be better, yeah I'm the king, plan stuff and never do it It's a thing, bad luck and no improvement And every year rolled back up these resolutions But there's never movement, still I wanna be a better human It's overwhelming when I look back at the growth They remember finish lines, you remember slopes And how you had to peddle with a couple broken spokes I'm not where I need to be but give me time, I think I'm close Please, don't make me feel guilty, I know I'm guilty Please, I'm so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city We had the time of our lives, but now that's history And I hope you miss me, I can't keep coming— Please, don't make me feel guilty, I know I'm guilty Please, I'm so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city We had the time of our lives, but now that's history And I hope you miss me