Kills Me

Unsaid you pose a question, I hear it in your voice- Will we be friends forever? Like we even have a choice. Struggle through our madness, Push through all the tears, Paul Simon was spot on, "Still crazy after all these years." So, I will be your carpet But let me clarify, Not the carpet that you walk on, But the carpet you can fly. We'll soar above the clouds Like we used to do. For those who have wings baby, The sky is always blue. So, I'll always answer your call 'Cause we have been through the darkest days And somehow survived In spite of it all But watching you fall Kills me. Constantly resenting The beating of your heart Like suicides a virtue, Quoting lines from Sarté. But baby there's no exit, Though riddled with self doubt, Your mind is like a fire That nobody can put out. So, I'll always answer your call 'Cause we have been through the darkest days And somehow survived In spite of it all But watching you fall Kills me. Slurring words of venom From the pills you have imbibed, Your problems must be problems When your problems are prescribed. This ain't no ultimatum, This ain't no vulgar test, Just a song of worry From a friend who loves you best. So, I'll always answer your call 'Cause we have been through the darkest days And somehow survived. Oh, I'll always answer your call 'Cause we have been through the darkest days And somehow survived In spite of it all But watching you fall... 'Cause we have been through the darkest days And somehow survived In spite of it all But watching you fall Again. And again. And again. Kills me.