Different Paths

Words been floating around It's so astounding Did you know? I've been forming a crowd with all these sounds and visuals I just close my eyelids cause my mind is so beautiful Feels like climbing a mountain still got a long way to go Words been floating around It's so astounding Did you know? I've been forming a crowd with all these sounds and visuals I just close my eyelids cause my mind is so beautiful Feels like climbing a mountain still got a long way to go Look at my pinky ring Yea Who does he think he is? In the mirror I see a king Why am I so self conscious? All about me me me Can't even stare at this TV screen Cell phone go ring ring ring I don't want to answer, nah I swear it's like PCP Why do we need these things like drugs? Need em all to just leave me be My mind at war with the distractions I could never see defeat Oh wait God What if I try to make a million songs Would you make sure I could pay the student loans? I won't let doubt in my world I just hope it saves me Yeah What dollar amount will ensure I will always stay free? Words been floating around It's so astounding Did you know? I've been forming a crowd with all these sounds and visuals I just close my eyelids cause my mind is so beautiful Feels like climbing a mountain still got a long way to go Words been floating around It's so astounding Did you know? I've been forming a crowd with all these sounds and visuals I just close my eyelids cause my mind is so beautiful Feels like climbing a mountain still got a long way to go Yeah I can't control the sunshine I'm just here for a fun time Just give my people my love I Should give em all gifts just somethin nice Is that enough? Spend some more just this one time You know we just got one life Well lately I been tryna show the people in my life some appreciation I think I need a vacation A crib so spacious A couple acres that would go crazy New Mercedes pull up on the pavement Invest it, make it, spend it, flip it, save it Is it just a test? I'm feeling crazy What if somehow I don't win it all? Will I - Will I survive? All this time Time I've tried it What about - What about if it's just All a lie? But what if I ain't shit? If these songs don't hit? What if my mom get sick? How can I stop this shit? Maybe I should get A 9-5 and live A different life than this I mean if I go back At least it's not a risk I'll never try again I mean like no attempts At least I won't miss If I don't exist Yeah Put on a mask They liking what they see I know it Forget about the past Maybe roll a little weed and blow it Take a different path It feels better when it's easy, don't it? Maybe settle to be sad Instead of tryna find a meaning