The Hard Way

Every time I get enough my definition of enough isn't enough Whenever I'm in a rut until things start looking up I feel stuck You can't Look at me for who I am if you focus on the past and who I was There's only one judge if you feel the need to confront me do it outta love I got a new heart good luck tryna break me save me renew my mind on the daily I'm hard headed so I learn things the hard way I was Heart broken till I ran into Yahweh I got a new heart good luck tryna break me save me renew my mind on the daily I'm hard headed so I learn things the hard way I was Heart broken till I ran into Yahweh My old heart was made outta glass I shoulda stopped when I dropped it cracked It was so dark I turned on the flash I never pictured you stabbing my back My mind is racing it Can't relax It's moving too fast it could crash any second There's peace in the word but it's also a weapon I get defensive when I feel attacked I wouldn't listen I already knew it I thought I was grown I tried to figure it out on my own My mind was high and made outta stone Why would I get rid of the pride inside if it put me on top of the throne When you mature you figure out words can hurt worse than sticks and stones breaking Your bones Be a man of your word let your yes be yes your no be no Home is where the heart is that's the reason I was heartless Even when I lived in a house I didn't have a home After I blew all my student loans I hadda sleep on the couch I lived at the studio I got a new heart good luck tryna break me save me renew my mind on the daily I'm hard headed so I learn things the hard way I was Heart broken till I ran into Yahweh I got a new heart good luck tryna break me save me renew my mind on the daily I'm hard headed so I learn things the hard way I was Heart broken till I ran into Yahweh Every time I get enough my definition of enough isn't enough Whenever I'm in a rut until things start looking up I feel stuck You can't Look at me for who I am if you focus on the past and who I was There's only one judge if you feel the need to confront me do it outta love There's no tellin what could happen in the days ahead I shoulda stayed in bed It's just not my day I made a mess I've been playing dead instead of showing up and showing out My perfect day included rolling loud and staying in instead of going out I didn't know the truth but I know it now I'm not letting up I gotta hold it down