That Good

Can't stand the sound of your own feet

Every step sounds like a drum beat

Some song that mighta been a hit

If you'd ever had a way to get it outta your dumb head

Spend life looking in your rear view

Tired eyes looking back at you

Wanna complain, ya wanna get mad

But deep down you know it really ain't that bad

Feels like you're living in neutral

Too afriad to change the usual

Easier to dance when no one's around

So you mutter to yourself just hear the sound

Fake a smile, make another dumb joke

Keep telling yourself there's still hope

Voice in your head say it's gonna be fine

As you slowly lose another piece of your mind

Spend nights staring at the ceiling

Not sure of the point of dreaming

Thinking some god's going open a door

When ya pretty sure he don't give a damn no more

Just seems you're doing it all wrong

And it's been that way for so long

Getting to the point that it's hurting too much

So maybe it's time to just gve it up

Now you're spending half the day

Wonderin' if you pissed your life away

Can't quit your job (wish that you could)

Just for a chance to see if you're that good

All you ever wanted was a chance to be

That good

They don't understand it

Why you spend so much time talking to yourself

That good

You're just miles away

Trying so hard not to wish you were someone else

Can't stand tryin' to go to sleep

All you hear's the rhythm of your heartbeat

Thinking if you died (wishing that you would)

They'd finally realize that you really were that good