Toxic Memories

Toxic memories Following me Can't get rid of them Stuck inside my dreams I got a thousand thoughts No answers appear to be What it seems What it seems Push the seam, what could it be? Toxic memories Following me Can't get rid of them Stuck inside my dreams I got a thousand thoughts No answers appear to be What it seems What it seems Push the seam, what could it be? Question Everything I'm seeing, is it all apart of me? Something calling me, it's tearing all the paths for me I don't know whether to go for it Tighten my throat and I'm choking it Stop me from falling to early I feel like its lurking The shadows surrounding me Saying that nothing is worth it, no Let me fall Rip my soul Cut the noose Just let me go To another world Lonely I'm in the cold Dug the hole Take it deeper I'm all alone I'm all alone Why do I feel like I make these mistakes Wake up in daylight end up in pain Take all these meds and you'll just feel okay Try to hide it, It resides in Toxic memories Yeah, Still it follows me Like a shadow in the street Can't get up, I'm dragging feet It's all in my head Can't get out of bed Another day I fear Close my eyes, in despair What's the motive To be here Where's the moment To be here What's the hopeless that I feel I don't wanna take it early But is recently it appeared Go through phases, I can take it Till the day It wins me over Sorry to the people that I let down I don't want to hurt them now Toxic memories Following me Can't get rid of them Stuck inside my dreams I got a thousand thoughts No answers appear to be What it seems What it seems Push the seam, what could it be?