Make Me Numb (Paranoid)

Can't try to sleep I wonder what you're up to Feeling's really cold Freezing but trying to warm the situation But I don't know what to feel Don't know what to say Do I just overthink the future Of some bullshit that I never wanna happen? (Help!) I can't escape this paranoia Delete what's on my brain That makes me feel insane Get rid of all this fiction, Fiction in my mind (Hear me out) Hear me out~ Make me numb So that I can't be hurt by Things I can't control in me I'm done So done being so cynical That ended in catastrophe Wish I wasn't (ooh-woah-ohh~oh) Wish I wasn't paranoid (ooh-woah-ohh~oh) Wi-wi-wish I wasn't paranoid I-i-i-i really hate when I can see the slightly change (slightly change) It's so cruel that my sensitivity is growing when I age I just wanna dispose it Cause it's too much Please give me peace Between the icy stare of fear most share, The ladder up leads down to pure despair But I don't know what to feel Don't know what to say Kill over the demons in my mind That keeps my mental state completely ruined (Help!) I can't escape this paranoia Delete what's on my brain That makes me feel insane Get rid of all the fiction, Fiction in my mind (Hear me out) Hear me out~ Make me numb So that I can't be hurt by Things I can't control in me I'm done So done being so cynical That ended in catastrophe Wish I wasn't (ooh-woah-ohh~oh) Wish I wasn't paranoid (ooh-woah-ohh~oh) Make me numb So that I can't be hurt by Things I can't control in me (Ooh-woah-ohh~oh) Wi-wi-wish I wasn't paranoid