sorry mama

Back when I was 17 I thought the world was mine Escaped reality Every once in a while Spent money on booze and weed To finally find some peace In a spaced-out reality That I wish could be mine I wish I knew better I thought I had the answer I was questioning myself Didn't know who I was I wish I knew better I tried to find shelter In the ashes of my cigarettes Trynna learn how to survive Sorry mama For causing drama I was stupid Yeah, I was dumb Sorry mama I was in nirvana Please forgive me My heart felt numb Back when I was 17 I hung out with my friends Just to later find out Who would stab me in the back You told me to go to school And then get my degree Instead, I graduated From living on the streets I wish I knew better I thought I had the answer I was questioning myself Didn't know who I was I wish I knew better I tried to find shelter In the ashes of my cigarettes Trynna learn how to survive Sorry mama For causing drama I was stupid Yeah, I was young Sorry mama I was in nirvana Please forgive me My heart felt numb