I was so mad at you for leaving, but
Thank God, you did
My mind's a constant stream of what I should've said, I was
So overwhelmed by all you had done
And it's unusual, I never jump the gun
I let it all just drift away
If only I had time to make it all okay
And God I've tried, it took a while for me to see
That it wasn't right
You were my never-ending, four-leaf dream
You held the keys to what was bittersweet
Now you're my past tense, intense company
Maybe I'll go back to sleep
I was so mad at me for seeing what was never there
I painted pictures with the words that you prepared, I was
So overwhelmed by all you had done
And it's confusing, 'cause you let me hold the gun
I watched it all drift away
If only I had time to make it all okay
And God I've tried, it took a while for me to see
That it wasn't right
You were my never-ending, four-leaf dream
You held the keys to what was bittersweet
Now you're my past tense, intense company
Hope I don't fall back asleep...
