Find Me in the Dark

I put on a brave face, pretend that I'm okay But inside, it's raining all of the time Try not to think about all of my worry and doubt How you'd all be without me in your life I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay All of my grey days were meant to be waning Sinking, and fading into the black I'm scared of tomorrow, scared of the follow home Scared of my shadow and all that I lack I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay, forcing a smile I'm not okay haven't been for a while I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay I put on a brave face, pretend that I'm okay But inside, it's raining all of the time