I read what's creased around my eyes, I
Look older than I did last night
I've been giving into my lesser side
Stockpiling all of my pride
I've been calling home less on the weekends
And making mama cry
Hiding anger underneath my skin, I'm
Picking my nails down unto the quick, oh
Honestly, my memory's a blessing in disguise
If I remembered everything, I'd make a vodka cyanide
Apologies never matter
Late in the morning after
Take me away from my own head
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
Pick up all the shame I can gather
Throw it over the rafters
Take my fingers and stain them all red
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
So painfully un-self-aware
Thinking I can solve my problems if I dye my hair
I shout my ailments to the end
Of a small suburban town
I get what I want choking on the silver in my mouth
Apologies never matter
Late in the morning after
Take me away from my own head
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
Pick up all the shame I can gather
Throw it over the rafters
Take my fingers and stain them all red
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
(Aah, aah, aah)
(I'm a walking disaster)
