You Don't Know

I can't keep my composure When your name comes on the screen I know that you want closure But I just let it ring Cause we would talk all night When I could call you mine I miss the way things used to be And I still wanna talk to you And tell you that I'm fine But I'd be lying through my teeth And I Act like Everything is fine And you don't even know about All the times I've cried Cause you don't know the pain The way I'm stuck in time Cause I just replay Every word you said that day And you don't know the truth I try to block you out But you just refuse I guess the feelings won't go away My tongue feels numb from biting When I act like I'm okay I keep her here beside me And smile even though it's fake And you probably think I've moved on to better things But if I try to look in her eyes I'll see you staring back And you don't know the pain The way I'm stuck in time Cause I just replay Every word you said that day And you don't know the truth I try to block you out But you just refuse I guess the feelings won't go away I have to carry the weight I have to bury the hate And you don't even care That you're the one who made me this way I feel so hurt and confused I carried burdens for two You said forever Now that's severed What am I gonna do I have to carry the weight I have to bury the hate And you don't even care That you're the one who made me this way I feel so hurt and confused I carried burdens for two You said forever Now it's severed What am I gonna do You don't know, I'm weak I saw you last night in my dreams And now I can't bring my self to sleep And you don't know I'm scared I thought I'd be alright but I'm unprepared For what's next You're not next to me