Nightmare

Find myself Find Some days feel like a nightmare And some days feel so cold (find) And some days I just wanna die right here But I don't wanna lose my soul And some days I feel empty And most days I feel numb (find) But right now, I just need to find myself 'Cause I hate the man that I've become (find myself) I've got anxiety from everyone who's lied to me I used to be more open Now I stay alone in privacy When I was open people really never understood Now I lie to people's faces, and I say that I'm good I wrote those lyrics in a notebook when I turned 14 Released some songs and realized how many people support me And it was nice to know that despite me feeling like it I'm not alone But truthfully, I've never found peace outside the four wall of my home A crooked head but straight smile will do the trick Convince them I'm alright but in my stomach still be feeling sick Affected by the way that my peers and my family view me So, I'll never give anyone the chance to know me truly And maybe I'm a little bit overly insecure But what's the right amount? I'll never really be sure So as time goes on, I'll pray that I end up more like me When I was 13 (13) Find myself Find Some days feel like a nightmare (nightmare) And some days feel so cold (cold) And some days I just wanna die right herel(find myself) But I don't wanna lose my soul (l (find myself)) And some days I feel empty (empty) And most days I feel numb (numb) But right now, I just need to find myself (find myself) 'Cause I hate the man that I've become ('come) Some days feel like a nightmare (nightmare) And some days feel so cold (cold) And some days I just wanna die right here (find myself) But I don't wanna lose my soul (soul) And some days I feel empty (empty) And most days I feel numb (numb) But right now, I just need to find myself (find myself) 'Cause I hate the man that I've become ('come) I just need to find myself I just need to find myself Some days feel like a nightmare I just need to find myself