Ciara

You worked so hard to keep our two hearts in line You sold your car to keep us afloat I woke up around six from a shameful dream And closed the blinds so the sun wouldn't shine And erased the messages to Charlotte I wrote Some dreams come to life when my phone goes off in the middle of the night And I see the siren's name and it leaves me blind I'm no fool, I know exactly what I've done to you What's worse is I never had you in mind Ciara, you'll probably never get no apology I won't insult you with reparations that don't mean a thing I wish you the best with your new man, I hope he's better than me You never looked so good then with his ring On your hand, he truly loves you, you make quite the pair I never could have given you a love of that kind I'm no fool, this didn't appear out of thin air He always had you in mind The other day I scrolled past a picture of us from two years ago High school sweethearts with no knowledge of the dark side of love I started to cry, I took the life out of you when I told you I loved you Wish I could blame it on the darker side of love, but I was too damn young to Some dreams come to a life when my phone goes off in the middle of the night And I play into my desires and it leaves me blind I'm no fool, I know exactly what I've done to you What's worse is I never had you in mind