Tapeworms

They're happy if you're skin and bones They're happy if you're fighting for your life They don't care if your hungry now They notice when your stomachs out They're mad when you're so weak you want to die And I can't keep them happy now I've done all that I know how I'll cover up my skin to make you comfortable They won't stop talking so fucking loud I hear what they say about me now But I'm stuck in this useless body They tell me to swallow tape worms To eat up all my sin They tell me to starve my fucking self Until I can wear a size negative ten My body feels like hell And I know this feeling well Gonna rip off all my skin He says I'll feel sick but at least I'll get pretty again They're happy when you shut your mouth They're happy when you have nothing to say And this is what I have been taught Eighteen years of shitty luck I guess it was meant to be this way But I can't let them hide me again I've done my fucking best to stand So why do they want me so weak and small I'm done hiding the scars you gave My body's not meant for your grave I'll try to take a stand but I always fall They tell me to swallow tape worms To eat up all my sin They tell me to starve my fucking self Until I can wear a size negative ten My body feels like hell And I know this feeling well Gonna rip off all my skin he says I'll feel sick but at least I'll get No I won't swallow tape worms My luck has not run out You wouldn't say I'm perfect But I'm happier no doubt The body I'm in Its been with me thick and thin and I wouldn't be here without I'm who I'm meant to be I know that makes me Pretty again