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I meditated Took my medication I called out from work Even took a vacation Stopped drinking coffee And picked up a hobby or two So why am I still sad? I call my mom like twice a week Always take myself to therapy When I google my symptoms Browse Web M.D Turns out I'm just fine and it's all in my mind But flowers can't grow without a little rain Just because you're smiling doesn't mean that everything is okay We get so good at covering pain Trying to be friends with the shit in our brains But If the grass seems greener it's probably cause' it's fake This dumb girl I hate wrote a best-selling novel And Sophie's a rich fucking instagram model And Mary got married to some billionaire I'm still broke and alone think it's kinda unfair But flowers can't grow without a little rain Just because you're smiling doesn't mean that everything is okay We get so good at covering pain Trying to be friends with the shit in our brains But If the grass seems greener it's probably cause' it's fake Driving through neighborhoods so late at night There's this one house that I dream about sometimes It's got ten-foot tall hedges Twelve car garage Like a storybook castle The shiniest lawn