if I was YOU

Still remember all the things I've done All the other girls and the toxic stuff And to this day, it still hurts me so much That I'll never find a way to make it up And I know That it's complicated You don't need to love me But just understand me Hear me out, babe Let me cry out my heart I'm not that kid that you thought I was It was the alcohol and drugs That you never knew about And that I was really young but not me It was the alcohol and drugs That you never knew about And that I was really young but not me Oh, baby, if I was you I would have left me too Oh, baby, if I was you I would still hate me too Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would have left me too Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would still hate me too Now I get it I hurt you like crazy Even after all these years You still hate me, baby Was such a monster I fucked it up And now I'd rather die than just giving up And I know That it's complicated You don't need to love me But just understand me Hear me out, babe Let me cry out my heart I'm not that kid that you thought I was It was the alcohol and drugs That you never knew about And that I was really young but not me It was the alcohol and drugs That you never knew about And that I was really young but not me Oh, baby, if I was you I would have left me too Oh, baby, if I was you I would still hate me too Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would have left me too Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would still hate me too Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would have left me too Uh-uh-uh-uh-uh, I would still hate me too