Don't Say It

Don't say it

It's on the tip of my tongue

I'm not playing

You'll wish I never begun

The words don't

Ever come out how I want

Why do I always fall back

Haunts me

I'm about to get fucking violent

Just leave me alone in silence

I wish I could fucking find it

Leave me be

I've got it figured out

If you let me speak

You could hear me out

Could it be

Could it be

Could it be

Could it be

I feel like you don't really hear what I say

I'm dying

With a heavy heart I pray

I'm lying

Don't say it

It's on the tip of my tongue

I'm not playing

You'll wish I never begun

The words don't

Ever come out how I want

Why do I always fall back

Haunts me

I'm about to get fucking violent

Just leave me alone in silence

I wish I could fucking find it

Girl I'm indifferent

The journey was longer

For me than it was for you

I wish I could

See myself from your perspective

I know you're

On your way for my head soon

There's too much on my plate

I can really feel the weight now

I never show my demons

I wish that you could see them

Don't say it

It's on the tip of my tongue

I'm not playing

You'll wish I never begun

The words don't

Ever come out how I want

Why do I always fall back

Haunts me

I'm about to get fucking violent

Just leave me alone in silence

I wish I could fucking find it

It doesn't matter

I don't wanna stay

The smile on my face

Has faded away

I'm tired of bullshit

I'm tired of pain

I wish something would fucking change