Forever Is A Dirty Word

I'm sitting on the pavement Outside your apartment I'm looking at your window And I wonder where your heart is I wonder what i did to make you hate me so much You couldn't look me in the face The Images just dance around me Grappling with the truth inside me And I stumble all over my insecurities And I wonder were you ever real? You told me it was meant to be But now you're just my enemy I used to call you family FOREVER is a dirty word You told me it was you and me But now you're just my enemy I used to call you family Forever, forever, FOREVER is a dirty word I had no more gravity After you left me But first you love-bombed me It feels like my soul is leaving my body While I'm still alive Memories just dance around me Grappling with the hurt inside me And I stumble all over my insecurities And I wonder were you ever real? You told me it was meant to be But now you're just my enemy I used to call you family FOREVER is a dirty word You told me it was you and me But now you're just my enemy I used to call you family Forever, forever, FOREVER is a dirty word