Do Something

Do something Please just do something Please do anything Why can't I do anything? Oh I forgot to eat And the lack of energy is killing me And I, I cannot sleep 'Cause I can't control the thoughts inside my brain Oh I, I am condemned I cannot control my impulse At my livlihood's expense I try, but I fail to contend Time and time and time and time again The more I try to change The more I stay the same I've broken every promise I've ever made Singing "this time will be different" I've told myself so many times That same old lie I don't know why I can't do anything Do something Please just do something Please do anything Why can't I do anything? Oh I, I cannot speak And the lonliness that brings is killing me Time flies and another week has gone With nothing ventured and nothing gained And I know that you still love me And it's all internalised And I swear by the sky above me That one day I'll be alright And I promise I don't hate myself But I forget from time to time With the ableist anxiety inside The more I try to change The more I stay the same I've broken every promise I've ever made Singing "this time will be different" I've told myself so many times That same old lie I don't know why I can't do anything You're a fake, you're a fraud You are sick in the head Don't deserve what you got You'd be better off dead You're a fake, you're a fraud You are sick in the head Don't deserve what you got You'd be better off dead You're a dreamer, you're naïve You're obsessive, you're a creep You're perverted, you're an addict You're a slave to your habits (Do something) You're a dreamer, you're naïve You're obsessive, you're a creep You're perverted, you're an addict You're a slave to your habits (Please just do something) You're a burden, you're a blemish You're a failure, don't forget it You can try, all you like Things will never be different (Please do anything) You're a burden, you're a blemish You're a failure, don't forget it You can try, all you like Things will never be different (Please just do something) You are lazy, lost your way Wasting hours, wasting days Wasting your entire life away (Please do anything) Wasting hours, wasting days (Why can't I do anything) wasting your entire life away The more I try to change The more I stay the same Can someone break these chains inside my brain? This time will be different I'll tell myself as many times As it takes so I Can turn the tide And do everything