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Dylan Dembek
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2020 made me reconsider where my life is
26 and I been goin thru a mid life crisis
I been frontin like my life is hype and keeping more private
Dying on the inside like appendicitis
I'm bout to burst if I ain't write this out
Been dissociating, questioning what my life's about
Best believe I thought of ending it too many times to count
But I'm still here, got no choice but try to work it out
Emotions gone numb, I'm a cardiac
Been stuck on the same chick who don't want me back
She haunt me in my dreams, I done turned into insomniac
Lots of late nights, like where is Johnny Carson at
I been posting pictures for the heart react
Self esteem in shambles had to take a minute off the app
Every time I saw her anxiety caused a heart attack
Mental masochist digging shit up like an artifact
I hope my brother Meezy up there resting easy
Got the news we lost him that shit had me queasy
Always said I got him if he ever need me
I was getting sober and he was one that truly believed me
3 years sober going on 4
Depressions never over, you just feel more
I used to drown my sorrows in a bottle, living life on full throttle
Now, Phil Hoffman, I see more
I see more of these people become less receptive
Introspection got me feeling like I'm less connected
Like fuck deception, be straight up cuz I can get the message
Lots of friendships ended moment I stopped reaching out to mend shit
Almost forgot to mention
All of the fuckin lessons that I learned thru the hurt
Never need a woman to determine your worth
Only chase the money like a bird to a worm
Fuckin with old flames and you bound to get burned
Bound to get burned
Bound to get burned
Stressing little thangs only make my head hurt
Yeah
Cali cost of living got a motherfucker pessimistic
I ain't go to college so right now I gotta fuckin get it
Cleaned up alcoholic, I apologize to those affected
I been making changes in my ways call it 12 stepping
12 stepping, flow wreckin, been stressing
Got a tinder chick undressing
I don't even say that shit to be flexing
I just gotta lotta shit that needs addressing
I dont wanna be alone
I'm too afraid to get close witcha
Can you feel my heart cuz it's been cold since her
Shutting down advances like a fuckin goaltender
Writer(s): Dylan Dembek
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