July

To love you like that wasn't easy So bad like the reason You had it in front of my face Staring me down like it's simple Or experimental To blow it all up in a day I'm so scared to be lonely I'm sharing it only 'cause Honesty's supposed to stick out There's no choice that you left me You already set me down Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm I turned a year older today And I missed you, don't say that you Focus hard where it all ends Making amends when you're angry Don't come just innately I know it's so hard to pretend But I'm new to this place Where it burns and I brace For the fall out to stay unresolved There's no feeling you left me You already have them all 'Cause I couldn't stand to see you leave But you wanna walk on ground without me I'm not gonna make it hard on you Although I want to 'cause You gave the reasoning Looked like an easy thing for you Now I'm just standing still Don't know what else I could do Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm I thought through the last conversation That planned explanation I just wanna see what you see But I'm missing it dear And the view from down here Don't bring anymore clarity I'm still new to this place Where my words fall away From the second I stare at the phone I know just what you left me But I don't want to be alone I couldn't stand to see you leave But you wanna walk on ground without me I'm not gonna make it hard on you Although I want to 'cause You gave the reasoning Looked like an easy thing for you And now I'm just standing still Don't know what else I could do Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm