Money For a Maybe

As soon as it comes, I watch it go Am I wasting time or not? It's just so fucking hard to know I'm staying awake at night trying to pull it close I'm giving it, giving it, giving it all And got nothing to show And I think That's a lot of money for a maybe I don't know what I'm doing but I do it everyday I'm stuck here counting all my pennies I don't know where I'm going but I'm going anyway My kryptonite is the way I lie to myself about how I'm feeling I wait in line just to fall behind And I think That's a lot of money for a maybe I'd rather break than not feel at all I've come too far to slip and give into the fall I'm pinning my wins up on the wall But am I building this, building this, building this up too tall? Well I think That's a lot of money for a maybe I don't know what I'm doing but I do it everyday I'm stuck here counting all my pennies I don't know where I'm going but I'm going anyway My kryptonite is the way I lie to myself about how I'm feeling I wait in line just to fall behind And I think That's a lot of money for a maybe Tip toe, counting Ripping, picking, wading Biting, pulling Tearing, pushing, fearing Tip toe, counting Ripping, picking, wading Biting, pulling Tearing, pushing, fearing That's a lot of money for a maybe I don't know what I'm doing but I do it everyday I'm stuck here counting all my pennies I don't know where I'm going but I'm going anyway My kryptonite is the way I lie to myself about how I'm feeling I wait in line just to fall behind And I think That's a lot of money for a maybe That's a lot of money for a maybe But what else would I buy?