Damage You Still Do (Demo)

I was 18 again Begging for you not to leave again Too eager to be demeaned, I guess Rolled over and let you win I wasn't mean back then I wish that I'd cut you off clean so when You're thinking of reaching to me Regret seeps into your skin But it won't, and it hasn't You're a danger, you're a hazard Nothing incites a panic like you Lost a good thing while I had it 'Cause you reached out I went manic Now the thought of him reminded me of you All of the stories I'd heard about you were true Oh, what a shame all the damage you still do And I'm back there again A scared little girl, too much pain to share Prayed to a god but he wasn't there I put all my faith in you You were too young to care Put up your hand Not your cross to bare Wanted to hate you but wouldn't dare Sometimes I think I do But I don't, and I haven't Saw a savior in an addict Nothing drives me erratic like you Lost a good thing while I had it 'Cause you reached out I went manic Now the thought of him reminds me of you All of the stories I'd heard about you were true Oh, what a shame all the damage you still do It's no use, you've been barking up the wrong tree You have no excuse for your vile treatment of me I ain't gonna lose all the things that make me happy You don't get to choose when and where you get to love me 'Cause you don't, and you never I can't do this forever Wish you well on the endeavors you choose Need to decide which is better Cutting all ties, leaving tethers? Now the thought of him reminds me of you I am no longer 18, neither are you Oh, what a shame all the damage you still do